How does one awaken from the prison of a lifetime of deception. It’s not easy. Just like Neo in the 1999 film The Matrix, we live in a world that has been constructed. In the film, his world was a computer program, a world simulation, and he found out he was actually living is suspended animation, in a gel filled pod where the machines and ai that took over the world were harvesting the energy from humans like batteries.
Taking the Red Pill is the moment in our lives when we decide to learn the truth, no matter the consequences or pain that could come our way.
We often find that the truth actually sets us free. It’s a journey from curious, to horror, to searching, and finally arriving at mutual respect and understanding.
What it means to “Take the red pill”.
Every person that has awakened themselves has come at it differently. There is no way to force a person’s eyes open… and I’ve tried. It’s only hurt my relationships.
I like to think of it like this… there is nothing you can do to get an alcoholic to stop drinking. You watch them drowned in misery. You know that deep down inside, they’re trying to fill a void and are trying to numb tremendous pain. The only way an alcoholic gets the inspiration and strength to choose sobriety has to be an event that shocks them to their core. They have to want to quit themselves. Period.
And I know this from experience. I have horrible sleep issues, and the only way I can regulate my sleep schedule is through drinking to the point of passing out… which became blacking out. I started harming relationships, and creating more pain than I realized. I got addicted to a freight train on full steam.
And then, one day the tracks came to a cliff and stopped. But the train was still going full steam. I knew I had to make a choice, and there were only two options. Stay on the booze train and literally die, or jump off and deal with the scrapes and bruises from uncontrollably landing on the ground.
I distinctly remember sitting on the wax paper on the table in a doctor’s office, feeling completely defeated. The despair, the depression. The cycle of having pain, so you drink, which creates more pain, so you drink more etc. I call this a positive feedback loop. That high pitch sound you hear at concerts is the perfect example. Sound from the speaker hits the microphone, which sends that sound back to the speaker exponentially, which then hits the microphone, and without correction, this continues until your system explodes. Others call this an Oodaloop.
My son was three, and my daughter was a newborn when I knew I had to change. I tell my kids, now 13 and 10, that one thing I never said when I was drinking was, “Wow! I made some great decisions last night!” I never wanted my kids to see their father in a weakened state. I never wanted to get beer angry at them, screaming irrationally to the point of forever damage.
Point is, I had enough living in that mindset. I wanted to change. Luckily for me, I have an amazing wife who stood by me when I was at my worst, through today when I feel I’m at my best. I’m forever grateful for her. She is love like I never knew existed. Now I know.
Trying to wake people up is exactly like this. My wife could’ve threatened me with a number of things that would’ve destroyed me even further, and it wouldn’t have mattered. My drinking behavior wouldn’t have changed one bit. Making a change has to come from an epiphany.
And if you don’t have that epiphany, you die. Both with alcohol, as well as living in the construct. You are in a confusing time, wrought with anguish. You have to decide to pull yourself out of The Matrix.
When you awaken, you can’t go back to sleep.
My awakening happened at the same time as a comedian from Hollywood. As a child actor, I had a connection to Owen as he started his journey of discovery. This video woke me up, and brought me to God by way of Entropy…
First, the major wake up call for me can be found in the law of thermodynamics- Entropy. Order into chaos. Matter can only go from organized to disorganized. Like the video above, a glass jar has to be constructed by a creator. Sand cannot melt by itself and form a shape. If the jar is thrown across the room and shatters… no matter the length of time, it will never become a jar again. Then if that’s true, how are we here? How did the chaos of the Big Bang result in order of the greatest magnitude?
As Owen’s journey exposed a much darker side of Hollywood, he realized there was a coordinated effort to take him down. This fact could only mean one thing… Hollywood is owned by a select few. I knew this, but watching him dissect this was fascinating, I was hooked. But his anger blinded him, and he was angry at the wrong people. His journey got darker and darker the deeper he went. What he thought he could blame on a certain people, he was wrong. The story goes much deeper. More on that later.
He states his superpower is that he can spot a wizard, meaning people that manipulate words to mean the opposite, and he exposes them. It’s a gift, and watching him slay wizards was an incredible thing to see… and learn. He exposed certain celebrities and politicians that had cast spells over an entire generation. Celebrities like Joe Rogan, Ben Shapiro and Jordan Peterson. Politicians like Dan Crenshaw. People that had a power which seemed was for good, but it was not. These types of people had created a fictitious version of themselves for personal gain. People that guys like me would look to for guidance and inspiration, but were silently actually acting on behalf of evil forces that I didn’t know existed. So in all actuality… Owen brought me back to god, and he convinced me of the existence of Lucifer. Satan.
As Owen started conquering the wizards and giants, he gained in popularity with a community of like minded people. A group was formed, known as The Bears (he is 6’8” and called “The Big Bear”).we all had Bear Names, much like truckers would call each other on a CB. Our quest was for deeper meaning. God, Jesus, family, homesteading and a desire for truth. The group grew exponentially through live stream chats, and was full of humor and revelations. But one day, it changed. I caught myself looking to him for something was not. It had become a cult. What started as fun and exciting, became unhealthy. I realized that he is a wizard. It takes a wizard to know one.
But I’m forever grateful to him for helping me find my way. He deciphered The Covid Plandemic scare, what I call the 2020 toilet paper caper, immediately, and proved how it was so clearly a plan to implement a new world order, and very little to do with the sniffles.
So I went down the Covid rabbit hole. Covid exposed the biggest wizards of them all. The Kazarians. The Kazarians are an ancient bloodline whose mission was complete world domination. They had a plan, and picked the perfect hiding place. They have different last names now, but they control every aspect of your life… and you haven’t even heard of them.
But Owen missed this larger picture, and I decided that I needed to go further down the rabbit hole.
That Rabbit Hole… was the 17th letter.
Maybe, maybe things aren’t as they appear.